Showing posts with label fight. Show all posts
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Thursday, June 17, 2010

Silenced Secrets

The most popular show hostess of the country was spotted amongst drugged celebrities. It is suspected that she does cocaine regularly, too.
NUPTIALS OF DEATH

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In the meantime, night has fallen. There was not a single open spot left at the terrace of the café. Máté arrived back with a mischievous smile and two glasses of wine, but his jolly mood quickly vanished as he saw Anna.

– What happened? – he asked concerned.
– Nothing – Anna answered, faking neutrality.
Nah... I left you here all happy, and now you're pale and grumpy.
– I got some bad news from home.
– Bad news? What?

Anna was feverishly thinking of some lightweight, white lie, but finally she decided against it. When she hooked up with Máté, she swore to herself that she will always be honest to him. Well, obviously not always in all the everyday little things or innocent flirts, just in the important cases.

She took a deep breath and she got it out:
– I left you out on something. You won't like it.
Máté tried to cover up his worries.

– Whilst I was chatting with the waiter, you fell for some French guy?
No, please don't joke around now, Máté! – Anna stopped him and put her hand on his arm, who, for this, gave a little wave of surrender.
– Tell me.
– I got an email in July that brought my attention to a female blogger and her postings.

The man sighed, relieved:
– So you started to write your own blog, opening yourself up irresponsibly, because you were behind the mask of anonimity, but now you got caught. Somebody found out that the blog is written by a TV star, and the whole Hungarian tabloid scene is munching on your story – he dished it all in one breath. Anna tried to object, but Máté didn't let her speak. – Know what? Let's just move here, and ask for a refugee status, because at home your colleagues are hunting you...
– Shut up! – she placed a finger over his lips, trying to pacify him, but he just shoved it away with a nervous move.
– As a matter of fact, I would like to read it too, even though I suspect that I wouldn't completely enjoy every single page of it...

– Please listen to me! – she got louder. – It's bullshit! – she added a lot less securely, as she was actually writing a blog on another portal and she was actually panicked by the possibility of being discovered. She never told anyone about it, not even Máté. She showed too much of herself.

He sipped his wine pouting.
– Psychofairy is also in the community – she added after some silence.
Máté slammed his glass angrily on the table. The noise was so loud that the people sitting nearby rose their heads and got curious about the scene.

– You're meeting up with that drugged-up shithead? – the editor hissed from behind his teeth.
No, we're not meeting up, I haven't even seen him, he only wrote me an e-mail or two, that's all.
Anna put her hand on his arm, but he shook her off.

– And anyways, he's not a druggie! – Anna was defending Psychofairy poutingly.
– If I recall correctly, the cops picked him up with a load of weed
– To be exact, it was an insignificant amount, they didn't even press charges.
– I bet only because he incriminated his buddies!
– Don't be prejudicial! After all, whilst we're at topic, your so-beloved Orsi doesn't quite say no to drugs either – Anna burst out in jealousy.

– And where did you get that one from? Which "gossip magazine"?
Now it was Máté grabbing her shoulder. Anna was silent, so he shook her.

– Let me go!
The Parisians were watching them again, but since the wrestling was over, and they couldn't figure a word out of the odd-language argument, they started to enthusiastically discuss what they've just seen.

So, how do you think that Orsi does drugs? – Máté asked in a low voice.
– If you really want to know, from the exact same person as you do!
He stared at Anna in surprise who added with a determined look:

– You bet I did a little interrogation with Szilvi. I know everything about that certain day

The twenty-something redhead clinged to Máté at a bar a year ago, she wanted to be an intern in his office for any price. On the day Anna mentioned, Szilvi created the distraction Máté needed to sneak into the office of the programming director. His suspense was fulfilled. Hidden in the writing desk he found the solid evidence about the crimes of Márkus.

The night before Anna followed him to the Balaton, but - as it turned out later - a few miles off of the place where he was hiding Orsi, she lost him. She spent the rest of the night with her parents, whilst Máté was plotting the secret entry with the red demon.

Anna wasn't quite convinced about his explanation that he set a trap for Márkus with Szilvi and not with her because he was afraid of the programming director's possible repercussions. She visited Szilvi at her usual spot, got her drunk and then she promised her to get her in to Criminal News as a reporter if she tells her the story of all their meetings with Máté in detail. That's how Anna learned about the VIP group doing drugs at the bar called Big Boat. There were a few show hosts of Channel Three too. From Szilvi's description, Anna immediately recognized Orsolya Manner.

– But Szilvi didn't know anything about Orsi... – Máté was astonished.
– She found it out later. She really does have some guts! So it's your little Orsi a druggie, not Psychofairy. And I really haven't met him not a single time, not even when you were breaking arms and legs and leaving In The Line Of Fire in the pit as you ran to be the editor-in-chief for Snapshots when that pitting whore snapped her fingers.
– Stop it now! You know it very well that I only took that position because of the express wish of the CEO, because of the interest of the channel, so I can keep an eye on the hostess who got into some serious mental downhill.
– The question is, do you keep an eye on her in her bed too?
– You're unjust! – he yelled.
– And you're a hypocrite. You preach about honesty, but when I tell you something you don't want to hear, you immediately lunge at me.

Máté tried to riposte, but she didn't let him speak.
– Now can I finally tell you what is it all about?
The man kept pouting in silence.

– A woman is in deep trouble. She wrote a blog about her marriage, and now it has turned out that her husband was

Máté's silence was apparently the silence before the storm that just broke out:
– I don't give a fuck about some whiny cunt, if until now you wanted to chat about it with Psychofairy, not with me.

Instead of answering him, Anna stood up and with determined steps she left off towards Rue Montmartre. A lonely, dark-haired man winked at her with a mischievous smile. If Máté's eyes could've killed, he would've dropped down dead. With wide gestured, the dark-haired man motioned to him that he knows exactly who is with whom, and that he was just joking. From another table, two older ladies were motioning to Máté too, urging him to go after Anna.
It’s too complicated – he mumbled in English, as at the moment no French words came to his mind.
No, it isn’t – one of them tried to encourage him. – Just do it! – she urged him.

Rue St Denis was way too close to them for a young and attractive woman to be walking around alone at this late hour, so he just tossed a fifty-euro bill on the table and left after Anna. Some people signed a V for him, another guy was popping his muscles, hence telling him to be hard. All in all, the French had an amusing time with the fighting foreign couple.

At Rue Montmartre there were still way enough people so that Máté could follow Anna around unseen. By Rue Réaumur she could still catch the green, but he had to wait through the line of cars. He lost sight of his girlfriend. He got tired of this hide-and-go-seek, he turned his cell phone on. He was just entering Anna's number as he got a text message. He wanted to just leave it there, but when he saw it came from Orsi, he read the message.
Please tell me it's a joke! Call me, I beg you!

He looked at the screen confused, then he called Orsi. It rang, but she didn't answer. He glanced at his watch, it was ten past ten. He called her home number, still nothing.
He deleted the message so Anna won't accidentally run into it, and he speeded up his steps.

*

Manner was sitting in the bathtub, so she couldn't hear the phone ringing. She got so knocked out on Friday that the next day she decided to give up drinking. She locked herself in her apartment. She was dying for a sip of rum, but when she thought of herself, how she woke up in her armchair, half naked, soiling herself, she even lost the will to drink. She knew the physical symptoms well, but she didn't know what to do with the pricks of conscience. She didn't go to the meeting, even though Máté would've needed her help. She kept calling him, but he never turned her phone on. That night she went to bed early, and even though she had to withstand the torments of hell, she stayed strong and didn't even take any pills either.

The next day she was even worse, but she muscled through. On Sunday she won over herself and her fears, and in the evening she went out to City Park. She didn't even know what use it would be of, looking around two days later, she was hoping for some kind of a sign from Máté. Before she got out of her car, she put a scarf over her blond hair and put on a fashionable pair of insect eye-like, huge sunglasses that hid half her face. She could barely see in the dark, but nobody would recognize her. Her heart was beating around two hundred when she reached the spot. She hid behind a giant tree as she looked around. Only a few dog-walkers.

She just wanted to run away, her body was all sweaty. She forced herself to step out from the protection of the tree. As she got to the center of the clearing, suddenly peace flowed through her body. She stopped ad listened. Then she even closed her eyes and let her thoughts roam free.

She heard a crack behind her back.
She spun around on her heels.
No matter how she was looking, she couldn't see anything suspicious.
Something cracked behind her.
She turned her head that way.
Nothing.
She took her glasses off, but she still couldn't see a thing.

She turned around another three or so times when she thought she heard scary noises. She knew it would be wisest to go back to her car before she completely panics, but she was just unable to leave the clearing.

Are you all right? – a male voice boomed at her.
Her whole body was shaking, she couldn't answer.

Are you sick? – the voice asked.
Please don't hurt me! – breathed Orsi.
Nah, I just want to help!
The man was heading towards Orsi, and she was backing off desperately.
The sixty-ish man stopped.

Calm down, it's all right! – he smiled.

As if she woke up from a dream, Orsi was knocked back into reality. The person who scared her so much was a well-dressed, grey haired man, seemingly an intellectual, with clear, blue eyes. Around his legs, a medium-sized, black mutt was dashing around.

Excuse me, don't we know each other from somewhere? – he asked, scanning her face.
No, I don't think so – the hostess answered. She got used to everyone thinking they know her just because they see her on TV.
Oh, I know! – he slapped his thighs in joy. – You're some news anchor for one of the TV channels.
Oh, I just resemble her – she lied, puting her sunglasses back on.

Nah, I can point your eyes out from a thousand, don't even cover them up with those glasses.
Orsi, instead of going on in denial as usual, now took off her glasses and smiled at the man.

Thanks for the compliment!

Somehow she felt safe with the older man.
Could you sign an autograph for my granddaughter? She adores you. She wants to study to be a news anchor too.
Oh God NO! – she mumbled.
Pardon me?
Ah, nothing. Could you help me a little?
At your service!
Have you been here Friday walking your dog too?
Yeah, I take him out every night.
Around this time?
It depends on what's on TV. Like, on Friday I was here quite a bit later.
Around midnight? – asked excitedly Orsi.
Around so.

She started to home she can find out something about the mysterious message. He asked if he has seen a man like Máté around.
No. There was only a young couple lovin' each other around. And a forty-five-ish man was walking around, he even scared the girl. He was whistling around for his dog, but I never saw the animal anywhere.
What did he look like? – Orsi asked.
Well, I don't know, it was dark. He had that characterless face. Average. Neither tall nor short.
Nothing specific about him? His hair, his clothes...?

The man sunk in his thoughts.
I'm sorry – he opened his arms.
Orsi nodded sadly.

Thanks anyways.
Thank you for chatting with me. Where did you park your car? This area at night is not for pretty, lonely young ladies.

Orsi was surprised, how did he think she's by car, but she didn't ask. She didn't want to hear the stereotype that news anchors are all rich. The dog-lover accompanied her to the Audi. He got his autograph, and as a farewell, he advised her to be careful with those who call her to such dangerous places at night.

The hostess gave his words a thought.
How? – she asked troubled, but by that time the man was gone, as if the earth had swallowed him.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Nightmares

Her husband expected her to have the perfect body, and what did she get in exchange? A beer-belly, humiliation and a less and less performing manhood.

What would YOU do if you had to choose between the life of your untrue lover and the life of a complete stranger, and your choice was watched by millions of your fans LIVE?

NUPTIALS OF DEATH

If you didn't read the previous part, click here.

She's laying on a marble table in a giant hall. Her naked body is only covered in a white sheet. She may be burning from fever, still she couldn't warm the cold stone up under herself, her teeth are hurting from the constant chattering. She tries to move, but her arms and legs are tied. A male choir is humming in the distance. The ceiling is covered in a giant fresco in which the painter composed day and night, planets and stars into a single picture. That makes her feel like if she was in space.

Some quiet noises are heard. She lifts her head. Figures in white hoods arrive, their faces covered by scary masks. The singing gets louder, but the lyrics seem to be a nonsense jabber.
Suddenly all becomes dead silent.

One of the figures steps up to her. Under his mask a pair of eyes flares up with hatred. He's just staring at her, won't say a word. He's holding a golden bowl.
She starts to toss herself around, the rope biting into her flesh.
She feels a sharp pain in her wrist, her hot blood drizzles into the ice cold bowl.

– You can sacrifice me, it won't be a salvation for your sins, for I am a sinner too – she yells.

The man leans to her face as if he wanted to whisper her something, but he remains silent.
She already knows, he won't speak because she knows him. The scent of his deodorant suddenly hits her nose.
It's him!
She screams.
With a sudden move she knocks over the bowl half-filled with blood, it hits the ground with a loud thump.

The sound of the phone dropping to the floor was still echoing as Orsolya Manner came back from her dream. She was laying on the floor of the study, still in her clothes, the phone cord somehow got twisted onto her wrist. Her back was cold and her whole body was shivering, even though the sun shone through the window. She rubbed her eyes and looked on the clock. It was just past one. She feverishly tried to remember what happened last night - to no avail. She got up and looked around in her apartment. She was alone, the door carefully locked from the inside, with all three deadbolts. At least this time she didn't carry an unknown man with her.

It's been a year since the hostess of the tabloid magazine show Snapshots was kidnapped by her own boss and kept in inhuman conditions in an underground hole. János Márkus, the programming director of Channel Three, tried to take revenge on the unsuccessful television career and suicide of his only daughter in this way. His mind, falling to pieces after the loss of his child, made him think that the other show hosts, especially Orsolya Manner were responsible for barring her daughter of realizing her life-long dream of becoming the star of one of the most watched TV shows, Snapshots. But Melinda Márkus was just simply too tight for a show host. She may have known all she needed to know about the trade, she may have been radiantly intelligent and beautiful, it just didn't come through on screen. Orsi couldn't reach up to her in many means, but still, if her face turned up anywhere, she could glue millions of viewers to the screens.

Márkus has killed other women too before he could catch Orsi. Luckily the police and one of the editors from Channel Three traced her down so he didn't have enough time to finish off the kidnapped hostess. Máté Farkas lured him into a trap, and police sharpshooters killed him. In a few hours they found the lair where the hostess was hidden and she was freed.

Since then, Manner has had constant nightmares, reliving and reliving the time kidnapped. She has even tried drugs before it all happened, and after her rescue she got totally hooked. She knew she would need help, but a star can't show weakness, so she rather just locked herself into her home and every night she drank and stuffed pills into herself, but she would also shoot, sniff, smoke anything else possible if she could find a source that she thought to be untraceable. She wasn't afraid of harming herself, but she was panicked from being discovered.

She quickly took off the previous day's clothes and stood under the shower. She let the cold water run on her until the icy pain shook even the last frames of the nightmare away from her brain. Then she turned the water hot, and she laid down in the tub.

After her kidnapping, she moved the 1pm topic meeting to 3pm, claiming that she wasn't able to fall asleep until early in the morning, so she still had time to get herself together. From seven till seven-thirty she has to look like it's expected from the best known star of the country. And she met these expectations day by day, even though she felt it more and more often that the bottom of the hole is nearing, and from there she won't have a way back anymore.

She tried to put the phone together when she noticed that her computer was left on. So she again dozed off whilst surfing on the web. She didn't even dare to think whom she chatted with, and of what. She took a peek into her outbox, maybe there was a trace of what she did. She was relieved to see she didn't write any emails. That's when she pointed out a new message. The first part of the sender's email - mate.farkas – hid the name of the editor who saved her life at that time, and who became the editor-in-chief for Snapshots, but its second half was from a free email server that he has never used before.

She clicked the icon to read the message.

I need you, I want to meet tonight at midnight by the City Park Lake. You get me in deep trouble if you talk about it to anybody.
Máté.

Her stomach got tight. Máté Farkas knows it exactly that she's terrified by lonely places ever since she was kidnapped. Why would he still invite her to a night meeting behind the back of God? And in addition, the editor-in-chief has taken a week off and traveled out of the country. How did he get home?

She grabbed her cell phone and looked up Máté's secret number in her directory.
The number you dialed is currently unavailable.
She expected nothing else.

She quickly answered the email:

Why do you do this to me, you know how scared I am ever since...
She sent the letter without a signature. She glanced on her clock. She will be late again. She quickly turned off the computer, locked the door carefully and ran off.

*

Anita kicked off her heels right in the doorway and ran to the study barefoot to turn her computer on. After she filed the report, she excused herself by saying she had a debilitating headache. She felt she would go crazy if she couldn't check her blog. Whilst the antivirus was loading, she peeled off her uncomfortable business suit too. She stopped in front of the mirror for a second. Her thirty-five-year-old body was perfectly toned, her tummy flat as if she never had a child, her skin tanned. That's what her husband expected from her, and she did everything to live up to these expectations. She tormented herself every other day in the gym, in the weekends she was biking and rollerblading with the kid, she spent fortunes in salons and spas. And what did she get in exchange? A fattening body, a beer-belly of the size of pregnancy, constant alcohol-breath, a less and less performing manhood.

The bra was too tight, so she dropped that too. Her breasts, careful work of surgeons, were standing up nice and firm as in her teenage years, but now she was sorry for letting herself be talked into the painful procedure. True, her breasts sagged a bit from breastfeeding, but they remained full, round and smoothly swinging, and now they are like if they weren't hers, living their own life like two huge watermelons. Not even to mention the scars that remained. And she hated how the silicone pressed the veins to the surface of her skin.
Whilst she was looking for her worn T-shirt saying
Be Cool that she wore for home, she remembered the minutes of rebellion.

At that point she has been blogging for weeks. It was the blog that changed her life. Even though she didn't even know what the word meant when on a girl party one of her girlfriends was explaining how awesome it is to keep a diary online.
– Hiding behind your anonymity, you can tell about even those things that you would never tell to those living near you – she was convincing the company. – Unlike a regular, old-fashioned diary, this one your partner will never find, so you can even share your sidetracks with others. And also, your readers will tell you what they think about you, and you can ask for advices too. Even though it's all unknown folks, you'll never be alone again.

Anita was nodding as if she liked the idea, but then she thought she would never be able to admit her secret desires, she would be ashamed to open up for complete strangers.

Then one night when she was really upset about an unfinished presentation, she snuck out of the matrimonial bedroom and into the study and turned on the computer. Work didn't want to flow, so she started to surf around for no particular reason until she somehow bumped into a blogging portal. She started reading others' diaries with growing interest. Around 2am she took the courage to put a few lines of a comment to one of them. She was surprised to see that within ten minutes there was an answer. They started a long discussion. It was dawning when they finished. The person convinced Anita to send them her email address in a private message. They have been mailing for days until the blogger finally convinced her to open her own blog.

At first nothing has changed, it was only the online friend commenting on her entries, but as she started to open up the miseries of her marital life with a more and more cruel honesty, more and more readers found her blog. In less than a month she had a pretty little community built up. Others told too how they suffer from their husbands, lovers, and Anita learned how to drop her taboos.

A blogger called Psychofairy was the first to encourage her not just to write about her pain but to do something against it.

That's when she revolted.
On a hot Sunday they went to take a bath at the lido. After they got bored of laying in the sun they went for a walk on the lakeside. First their son, then her, her husband last, smoking as he walked. She wanted to put on a dress, but Sanyi told her not to, just stay in her bikini bottoms and put on her little white top for it, and for his sake, wear her high heel sandals instead of the flip-flops.

She was wavering on the 4-inch heels as if she was on the catwalk. The men, of course, stared after her as if their heads were all connected on a line. She turned her eyes down and cursed herself for letting her husband get her into such a humiliating spot again. Her eight-year-old son was running to and fro happily. He didn't notice the hungry gazes or her mother's discomfort.

– Don't run around like that, you retard! – the father yelled at him. – You will end up trotting over some meathead's junk and I can go having a fight because of you.
– Now what is your problem? Why do you hurt Rómeó? – Anita turned back angrily.

That was the last drop in the glass.
Whilst she was marching around, putting her body into the shop window, her husband pulled his khaki muscle shirt over his beer-belly as if he wanted to show off all his fat. His jersey shorts slipped down to his hips, lit cigarette in one hand and opened beer in the other, he was trotting behind her in his worn-down cheapie flip-flops.

She felt like spitting on him.
Men weren't quite staring at her body, they were more mystified by how can such a beaten bum have a woman like her.
– You should just pull that shirt down on your belly rather than fucking with the kid! – she groaned at her husband who in turn slapped the back of her head. He called this maneuver a bitchslap, he learned it at the Army and found it amazingly funny.

Her hand was shaking from humiliation and anger as she rose it for a hit, but Sándor stopped it with an easy motion.
– Don't make an act here, baby, or you get another one! – he said with a stupid grin.
She started crying. She was just about to rise her knee in a desperate kick when the child said something.
– Are you playing now? Everybody is watching us!
Sándor held her arm even tighter.
– Yeah, retard, we're playing mom-and-dad – he answered Romi.

She just wanted to disappear in shame. She yanked her arm out and rushed ahead. The whole afternoon she didn't say a word to her husband who compensated himself with more and more beer.

On the way home Sándor cunningly started to mention what all he wants to buy for the kid. She answered with not much willingness. She didn't want Romi to be the one suffering from the parents' fight.

At night she could barely wait to sit down to write her blog, but first her husband had to go to bed. She just kept opening the beers for him so he would pass out faster, but Sándor sobered up completely from the dinner, and got all perked up. He was trying to be funny, treated her to cocktails, he seemed to be trying to make up for the afternoon slap. After the kid went to bed, he immediately tried to get his reward for all the kindness and started to pushily court her.